Category: journal
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I’m in creative hibernation.
I’ve been in a pretty negative funk lately. It’s not an uncommon phase. And occurs when I’m ‘in between’ things. Between projects and brewing what’s next. It’s an uncertain time and I am pretty hard on myself in these phases. Looking back, these are times when I steep in feeling…
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My Pointless Pursuit of Perfection
It amazes me (in a non-incredulous, knowing way) how many pieces I have written here that I did not publish. I thought for the longest time that I don’t have what it takes, the proclivity for prolificness, if I may be annoying in my words. I thought I didn’t have…
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Back from summer
I’m back from summer hiatus! After working essentially non-stop for a year-and-a-half, I took the summer off. Much of my life after I graduated back in 2009 has been seasonal. This is something that took me many, many years – essentially until now – to stop feeling bad about and…
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Coming to terms with Fortnite
This is a tale in the vein of many tales before it; of people tolerating and/or hating Sunday night football and such things playing in their living room, while their significant other enjoys it. The tale isn’t very long; it’s short. And it’s that I now feign interest in Fortnite.…
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Is this real????
I often feel not real. Do you ever have those moments? I’ll be getting down on my knees to move a box and think, what are these arms? these legs? these wobbly limbs? are they really coming out of me? are they attached to me? what is me?(???) am I…
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Just be yourself?
Just be yourself? It sounds like winning advice, truly. And yet in application, it’s like opening pandora’s box to find a million different Ikea parts and no instructions or idea of what to build.
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I’m a hermit
I’ve been feeling really, really guilty about something for the past few years, and I recently realized – hey! I’ve always been like this! As a kid, you could find my siblings playing outside, and me? If there was a statistic based on us, it’d be: 2 out of 3…